I think I need to make it clear from the start, though, that I am fine. I don't want you all to start worrying about me, I'm fine. Now that is cleared up...
I have depression. Yeah, way to go Ellana, convincing everyone you're OK... I am, I do, and I know the signs of my lows. I am coming very close to crashing, basically, and I think the signs have been there for a while and I've just not noticed them.
The Senate of Blood release is still going ahead as planned - I wouldn't change that for anything. I just need some time to be me, fix my head, and get back to whatever it is that I do. I will still be publishing the chapters as planned, and as promised, after 9pm GMT I will be replying to your comments on it. I'll still also be posting a weekly blog, because I really enjoy doing this. The daily prompt on the Facebook page will continue as it is my turn this month. I won't be socialising that much though, so if you do comment or message me I will still read it, but I won't be replying as much.
In short, I'll be doing what is required, but nothing else.
I'm OK. I've caught it in time, I think, and I know that if it gets worse, doesn't improve, or if I need help I can go to my GP and get the help I need. I will absolutely do that. Right now, I'm OK and I just need a break. I'm going to focus on Christmas, writing, university, and making sure I don't crash further.
I will get help if things get worse or do not improve. I know that I can easily talk to my GP about it, I don't want any of you worrying about me - I'm posting this so you know that I am OK and my reasons for not having a huge online presence over the next week or two. I'm lucky that I'm in a situation where I can hand over everything to my amazing admins and take some time out.
Talking about Senate of Blood...